Your Sweet♥~
Linda Ser.
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Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
In the meantime, she would just live.
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Music ♥
Friday, February 18, 2011
Baby, come back to me.
The only way I could find a lil' comfort in is at the thought that my ashes can be kept beside DT's forever. They keep thinking I'm mentally ill. Deep down, I know it is normal to feel like this. I didn't particularly think I am losing my mind.
All of the things that I thought would be OK, just got harder and harder each day.
The rain falls on my windows and a coldness runs through my soul.
I don't want to be alone.
I wish that I could photoshop all our bad memories because the flashbacks won't leave me alone.
I admit I was wrong. Don't know why I did it. But I do regret it. Nothing I can do or say can change the past.
Everything I ever did, heaven knows I'm sorry.
I was too dumb to see you were always there for me.
Can't you see you punished me more than enough already?
Let me make up for what happened in the past.
Baby, come back to me;
I'll be everything you need.
