Your Sweet♥~
Linda Ser.
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Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
In the meantime, she would just live.
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Music ♥
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Hurt
You told me how hurt you were but I walked away.
If only I knew what I know today.
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done.
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again.
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit.
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss.
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back.
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.
It's so out of line to try to turn back time.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.
