Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
You called me out of the blue one day, telling me you missed Chloe. I believed and passed the phone to her; she ignored you. Then you called back and asked for a favour from me - I knew it; you're in a financial crisis (you always do) and asked for my help. I couldn't bear to see you die, but I made you promise me you will return by the next day because I have my own financial stuffs to settle as well. You promised like you always did. Me, being the idiot, trusted you again. The following night, you called me from a public phone, asking if I could talk for a moment because you missed me after you heard Jay's "最长的电影 " on the radio. After that, you went missing. I called your parents and heard 'em calling for you and you ignored 'em.
I cared and helped you when you're desperate no matter what, as long as they're within my means, but you didn't bloody cared for mine.
I wanted to leave my job alone and pia cab over and Pauline asked if I really cared for the money or you. I told her for what I care for a selfish man whom only cared for himself and not me and my daughter.
You may think that the money I earned on the expense of my life, the time I could've spent with Chloe other than hangover-ing every other day is EASY MONEY. But I can tell you, it's not and I'm definitely much more dependent than you.
You're so KNNBCCB that I've got nothing to say.
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learnin' To love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something that'd remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings But that's the path I've been living And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'm gon' be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go so I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time