Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
Shits get shit-ier when one is down like losing your phone while sleeping. Sounds ridiculous? I set up my Blackberry's alarm at 8.30am; my iPhone's alarm at 8.20am. I woke up at 8.30am, feeling damnnnnn pissed as I suppose it's Zhua Si Ka Alba or Bibi whom took my iPhone to play. So I forced my eyes awake and stormed out of my room and demanded for my phone. None of them took it. I called, it's fucking OFF-ed when I just charged it last night and only pluck it out at 5plus am during my commercial break.
I swear I turned my whole room upside down while Xiao Qin Ma Ma was rambling on and on on my windows left open (FYI: I've been leaving my windows open ever since I stay in this room - which is donkey years).
Then, appointment time changed to afternoon. So much for forcing myself asleep last night and forcing myself fully awake.
Till now, I still can't believe I can lose my iPhone just LIKE THAT. Now, tell me what the fuck is the world happening.