Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
There's tons of fishes in the water; so the waters I will test.
I'll be flying to my FAVOURITE place ever on earth in 28hours' time. My ANGbetter not come and disturb my trip. So, please miss for another 12days. Las Vegas, here I come!! :)))
And stop cursing and hoping I will get gangbang because the female angmoh species have thunder legs 348739846579835 inches longer than mine.
On a totally different note, I just can't seem to find my way back to how I used to love you more than anything else in the world anymore, no matter how hard I try.
If I were a boy, I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl. I swear I'd be a better man, I'd listen to her. Cause I know how it hurts. When you lose the one you wanted, Cause he's taking you for granted And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake, Think I'd forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You got it wrong.
But you're just a boy. You don't understand, And you don't understand How it feels to love a girl. You wish you were a better man; You don't listen to her, You don't care how it hurts, Until you lose the one you wanted. Cause you're taking her for granted, And everything you had got destroyed
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
UGH!
Been terribly sick since after Saturday night's FLY-ing. Now my tummy's feeling upset (with no signs of pang sai-ing). Ugghhh... Utterly no mood for anything. Get well soon, please. :(
On a different note, 10 days down to LA. ^^
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Only one
I lost the only someone whom I will do stupid things with in the middle of town. I lost the only someone whom I will disturb retardos like CGH with. I lost the only someone whom I will laugh at funny people walking pass the streets of town. I lost the only someone whom I will buy everything with, including bras and Gs. I lost the only someone whom I loved bitching shit about stupid whores. I lost the only someone whom I will complain to when men act all stupid. I lost the only someone whom I always laughed so hard with. I lost the only someone whom I will call and cry to in the middle of the night. I lost the only someone whom I shared everything with. I lost my partner-in-crime, I lost my only friend.
Who are we to blame?
Friday, May 07, 2010
O.O
I still can't believe I really booked the ticket to LA.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Zzzzzzzz
I'm awake at the time of 2.30am because of insomnia and it's all down to my iPhone. Funny, isn't it? I've lost so many phones, I should be immune to it. I'm just freaking pissed this time, I don't know why.
Anyway, I'll be getting back my SIM card and the iPhone tomorrow. Will probably get a haircut and dye before that. I want back my long hair! Nehneh kor jiiiii~
- takes a peek into my pocket -
!!!
"Gimme my pay, si lang Ace!"
Monday, May 03, 2010
#$%^&*!!!...
It's 10.34am and I can't get to sleep. My mind's all swirling around my iPhone. Yes, I lost my barely 2weeks' old iPhone at Fly, again. MAI LAUGH EH SAI BUAY!? :@ - msn's angry face.
Yes yes yes, I lost more than 10 fucking phones in Dragonfly. Another 2 in my working places. Beat my record. I'm Fly's Santa Claus.
Kuai lai ah, lai ah, one kuku girl has free phones to give away. Lai ah, lai ahhhh~
*rolls eyes*
It's so knnbccb I have nothing to say.
And I have to find another one to replace before my Mom finds out. Fuck it.
P.S.: Wa mai ki Fly liao. "Ya ya ya, cui gong song nia." I can hear you saying that from here, whoever you are!!! *covers ears and runssssss*