Your Sweet♥~


Linda Ser.
♥♥♥

Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.

She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.

On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.

In the meantime, she would just live.

♥

Those Moments ♥

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

October 2006

November 2006

December 2006

January 2007

February 2007

March 2007

April 2007

May 2007

June 2007

July 2007

August 2007

September 2007

October 2007

November 2007

December 2007

January 2008

May 2008

August 2008

November 2008

January 2009

April 2009

May 2009

July 2009

August 2009

September 2009

October 2009

November 2009

December 2009

January 2010

February 2010

March 2010

April 2010

May 2010

June 2010

July 2010

August 2010

October 2010

November 2010

January 2011

February 2011

March 2011

April 2011

June 2011

August 2011

September 2011

October 2011

February 2012

May 2012

September 2012

February 2013


Music ♥




Thursday, April 29, 2010
Broke free

Been working and boozing 7days a week. Bo bian~ I wanna go Los Angeles and Las Vegas!!!

I guess I'm better off alone, without you. I'm happier and free - I'm no longer dependent on someone and my heartbreaks and tears weren't decided by you, or anyone else, anymore. I'm back on track, the invulnerable me like how I was. I like it this way. But I just can't seem to make myself tell you that.
I really can't bear to be cruel and hurt your feelings, after so long. And I'm wondering how could you have done the same thing and threw me behind crying back then.

Am currently hooked onto Katy Perry's Thinking Of You. :)



Saturday, April 24, 2010
^^

My precious Chloe's first 2 teeth are popping outttt!!! ^^


Tuesday, April 20, 2010
If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield

I'm officially fucking, fucking, fucking disgusted from you. We could have just separate and lead our own lives amicably, but you just have to make things ugly.

Why do you have to pester me, asking me back when your heart's not even in this fucking marriage anymore?
Why do you have to make the effort to lie when I can't even be bothered in the first place?




If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side


You said you feel this song is for me.

Feel my fucking arse.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010


Sunday, April 04, 2010
I guess it's time you give up on me

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手


当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的 否则我怎么肯放手

为了我 就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨


为了我 就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔

请你做选择
我别无选择。

For Chloe, For me

I want no more wild boozing; I want no more Kaykay. I wanna work hard and live well for Chloe.
Sooooo, I'm going for an interview at 10am tomorrow. :)

And that bloody interview is at Tuas. What time must I freaking get up then? 7.30am? Wthhhhh~ Usually my everyday's 7.30am, I'm still outside having supper after clubs and boozes can!? Okay. I didn't have them; I just watch my friends and slurp on their drinks. Cos I'm usually too drunk to chomp away. :D

I'll be good and stay home and slap on an eye mask tonight.
Finally a day I get to spend with myself.
And just myself. :)