Your Sweet♥~


Linda Ser.
♥♥♥

Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.

She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.

On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.

In the meantime, she would just live.

♥

Those Moments ♥

July 2006

August 2006

September 2006

October 2006

November 2006

December 2006

January 2007

February 2007

March 2007

April 2007

May 2007

June 2007

July 2007

August 2007

September 2007

October 2007

November 2007

December 2007

January 2008

May 2008

August 2008

November 2008

January 2009

April 2009

May 2009

July 2009

August 2009

September 2009

October 2009

November 2009

December 2009

January 2010

February 2010

March 2010

April 2010

May 2010

June 2010

July 2010

August 2010

October 2010

November 2010

January 2011

February 2011

March 2011

April 2011

June 2011

August 2011

September 2011

October 2011

February 2012

May 2012

September 2012

February 2013


Music ♥




Sunday, August 24, 2008
我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

I loved this song not because you said a sentence of it resembled us.
I loved this song because it reminded me of the times at Dragonfly when you were still going after me;
times when you were there by my side whenever you were needed or not;
times when you stood by me no matter how I screamed and shoved you away regardless of the repeated times I lied and let you down;
times when you stood up for me when I got taken advantage of;
times when you never gave me up for anything;
times when you gave me the security, care and love even when I took everything of you for granted;
times when I fell in love with you.



Where have those feelings gone to?
Where have those moments we used to share gone to?
Where have "you" I used to know and love gone to?


Saturday, August 23, 2008
N-O.

I'm not getting married in the near future... until my life's back on track and until he gets stabilise and is able to give me what I want in life.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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P.S.: I hope nobody reads my blog already... I think I've got myself in some deep shit...