Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
I haven't been turning on the com for weeks. My life had been revolving around Illuzion, Dragonfly and random outings.
You might remember about my school - I'm totally lost. My Advertising, EDTP (Editing and Desktop Publishing) and UMM (Use of Multimedia) lecturers are all looking for me, PR's (Public Relations) deadline will be dued soon, and the mock exam for FOM (Fundamentals of Marketing) is coming up next week... which I haven't got the faintest idea of.
Shit... is all I can say. Never mind.
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I lost all contacts and had changed to the LGprada cellphone. Long story. Summary of the reason is, my cell got rammed over by a gigantic lorry. Don't laugh 'cos you should've seen how I flared up and the way I grimaced and ignored everyone that stupid day.
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I have pictures on hand, but I'm lazy to plug in the cable and transfer 'em. So I will hold on to that.
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I'm so into the song -我知道- these days.
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Anyway, I'm just here to keep you guys informed that I'm still kicking alive.