Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
The list is sorted according from the most affecting and bothering to the least: • Fuckedup news • Neck discomfort • Period cramps • Nose block • Sore throat • Com crash/virus
What else? Not anyday, but on a Friday.
Lemme be a spoilt bitch for 10mins by ranting. From the very bottom...
Com crash/virus
Due to my lovely PP, my CPU had been encountering problems and reformatted for the fucking 3rd time in a week. Messages, pictures, videos could not be recovered. But, never mind, with loss comes a fresh start. BUT then again, I don't know he accepted what virus via MSN. So guys in my MSN list, you should know. Come to the thought of it, when some people go, "eh, can send again?", I can't stop myself and say, "Okok. Wait." Especially Ronald. Wahaha. Anyway, as I've sorted, it's the least bothering. So I shall skip that.
Sore throat
It was after 2 glasses of Chivas (yes, of all but the smelly and disgusting liquid), neat, on Wednesday night.
Nose block
Without a night of blanket.
Period cramps
I wonder why it must pick Friday. Anyway, it was a sign of the end. Not gonna lucubrate further.
Neck discomfort
I don't know how I slept last night, but what I know is that whenever I turn my head, the pain is not intolerable but will fucking piss me off. So I may be a bit more hostile tonight (if you are one of those people who go rolling your eyeballs, saying "You already are usually." Well, you can take it as 10times more if that makes you happy.)
Fuckedup news
P&C. But... what I can divulge is, I was totally taken aback by the interesting news, feeling disgusted and a complete turnoff. I thought over it, and a feeling suddenly hit me on my head, hard, and voila! -- I'm Linda again. I guess it's a good thing at this point of time.
What a lovely Friday to start with. Okay, let's see what else is on for me in the later part of the night.