Your Sweet♥~
Linda Ser.
♥♥♥
Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
In the meantime, she would just live.
♥
Music ♥
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Zoo Trip
- Should not smoke after 10pm when home -
If not, I will be stuck with eyes wide open, still, at 6am.
I was forced to watch 恶作剧之吻 all night and I realised I hate shunus (淑女), especially dolt and stupid ones. And forgod'ssake, it's not "cannot-eat-grape-say-grape-sour" okay? It's easypeasy and a total bore if I'm willing to add on to theughshunus-population. All I do is, keep my mouth shut and smile mildly all day long, nodding to everything.
Anyway, it will be a torture if I post all of the pics of the zoo trip as a picture is over 1MB which will make my com meeeeggaaaa lag, which will make my mom firing her machinegun, because I will be screaming my head off.
Thus, just a short one.
We reached there at 4pm and the zoo closes at 6pm, which left us 2hours.
If not, I will be stuck with eyes wide open, still, at 6am.
I was forced to watch 恶作剧之吻 all night and I realised I hate shunus (淑女), especially dolt and stupid ones. And forgod'ssake, it's not "cannot-eat-grape-say-grape-sour" okay? It's easypeasy and a total bore if I'm willing to add on to the
Anyway, it will be a torture if I post all of the pics of the zoo trip as a picture is over 1MB which will make my com meeeeggaaaa lag, which will make my mom firing her machinegun, because I will be screaming my head off.
Thus, just a short one.
We reached there at 4pm and the zoo closes at 6pm, which left us 2hours.
Jason was asking what will the zoo do to the people still lingering around in the zoo after 6pm or later. I shrugged and said they will probably ride around in the train and pull you out.Actually there weren't many photos as I found the animals boring 'cos they were all lazing around like this -
Zzz.
Hence, I present you the elephant family.
The resizing part sucks. I couldn't make the pic smaller because I realised Bibi's face is already disappearing.
- I just realised we forgot to collect the pictures with the elephant which we paid. #$%*@#! -
There, I met Gracia ChimPanZee (homonymous to ChemPeiSze).
PutoCPS, see? I miss you.
They look really lovable but their smell was so bad that it damaged my sense of smell. Not kidding.
Jason: "Wah sai! Super smelly sial!"
Me: "Huh? Where got?"
Jason: "Got! Their shit."
Me: "Your shit lah! Your nostrils or nostrils hair smelly is it?"
2mins later...
Me: "Wah, nnb. Where did that smell come from?"
Jason * -_-"
Ironically, it wasn't that smelly over at -
Yes, the pigsty. I don't know what's so happening within the pigs, but the 3 of 'em stayed there for like around 30mins that I have to settle down at the bench beside.
It was hilarious when they were shocked by the pig charging at them with loud grunting sounds.And Jason got his answer to his question at the end of the day (what will the zoo do to people still lingering around in the zoo after 6pm or later) -- they keep the animals.
I got really lazy in the mid because Bibi woke up and shot me with 一千个(boliao)为什么's making me feel like tangling her tongue.Off for my breakfast.
Monday, June 25, 2007
(:
After so long, I'm back to Illuzion. (:
Friday, June 22, 2007
Geomancy
Pictures of Zoo trip will be uploaded soon after I don't feel lazy.
******
Wonderwoman woke me up violently this afternoon, at 4.10pm, by pulling my pj's pants (together with my undergarment) and slapping my thigh incessantly. The last time she did this was when I was still schooling, so I thought it might be something important. Plus, she was making a havoc by screaming at everyone in the house to hurry and shouted, "Kuai dian! I meet her 4.30pm leh!" for like 65120931 times. The thing that got me fed-up is, I asked her perpetually what business is mine she's meeting her 三姑六婆's, and she just gave me patronising answers, adding that she didn't allow me to even shower because she was getting late.
After we got on the cab with an auntie, I asked her again. She said to see my ba zi (geomancy).
Tmd. Tio pian.
It was a geomancer at Sengkang.
He said...
- I was a totally changed person last year; I wasn't myself.
- Very obstinate and strong-minded, listening to nobody, just like my father.
- This year was better, I can go on with my studies and all.
- I have a thing for 女强人 since small, and I will be if I get all serious with my life, and not fooling around. (I know it's funny. Shutup.)
- I listen to nobody but my dad, not even my mom. (and wonderman happily said, "yah lor! machiam 佣人.")
- I 克 wonderwoman. (what the hell? means Imm'a jinx to my mom lah! I forgot how my mom responded to that but I asked for her to kill me then. or I'll be more than willing to squeeze back into her cb for her to abort me)
He moved on to ask me to shuffle cards, read my palms and all.
And then he asked "外面有男朋友吗?"
I mildly shook my head and he shocked me by raising his voice a weewee bit, "huh? 没有?!"
My mom joined in and said I've got a lot of normal guy friends thou.
It was funny when that geomancer was all stern and serious but when he brightened his eyes and smiled showing his teeth when he asked if I'm interested in studying.
That auntie thought I'm a very quite and gentle girl because I wasn't talking throughout.
Instead, I grimaced all the way, like when I...
-__-"
mom: "我女儿跟属龙的男人合的来吗?" (note: with glittering widened eyes)
The thing got rather boring with them repeating their words.
It was until when the geomancer mentioned Bibi.
"她长大后, 会跟你大女儿一样."
"一样?"
"一样多男孩子."
-__-"
"她很粘你大女儿, 很亲密."
"大女儿很疼她hor?"
(since when they started chatting up)
"小的很迷人,也很会讲话. 不过长大后也会有很多问题, 跟大女儿一样."
-__-" for the 1248940 times.
tmd, whatever that's shit also link to me.
As expected, my dad called the very night,
saying he won't give me up no matter what.
******
It's shameful that I haven't got to know about Father's Day until it was over.
Things had been rough between us for the past year but I got to know you more.
******
Wonderwoman woke me up violently this afternoon, at 4.10pm, by pulling my pj's pants (together with my undergarment) and slapping my thigh incessantly. The last time she did this was when I was still schooling, so I thought it might be something important. Plus, she was making a havoc by screaming at everyone in the house to hurry and shouted, "Kuai dian! I meet her 4.30pm leh!" for like 65120931 times. The thing that got me fed-up is, I asked her perpetually what business is mine she's meeting her 三姑六婆's, and she just gave me patronising answers, adding that she didn't allow me to even shower because she was getting late.
After we got on the cab with an auntie, I asked her again. She said to see my ba zi (geomancy).
Tmd. Tio pian.
It was a geomancer at Sengkang.
He said...
- I was a totally changed person last year; I wasn't myself.
- Very obstinate and strong-minded, listening to nobody, just like my father.
- This year was better, I can go on with my studies and all.
- I have a thing for 女强人 since small, and I will be if I get all serious with my life, and not fooling around. (I know it's funny. Shutup.)
- I listen to nobody but my dad, not even my mom. (and wonderman happily said, "yah lor! machiam 佣人.")
- I 克 wonderwoman. (what the hell? means Imm'a jinx to my mom lah! I forgot how my mom responded to that but I asked for her to kill me then. or I'll be more than willing to squeeze back into her cb for her to abort me)
He moved on to ask me to shuffle cards, read my palms and all.
And then he asked "外面有男朋友吗?"
I mildly shook my head and he shocked me by raising his voice a weewee bit, "huh? 没有?!"
My mom joined in and said I've got a lot of normal guy friends thou.
It was funny when that geomancer was all stern and serious but when he brightened his eyes and smiled showing his teeth when he asked if I'm interested in studying.
That auntie thought I'm a very quite and gentle girl because I wasn't talking throughout.
Instead, I grimaced all the way, like when I...
-__-"
mom: "我女儿跟属龙的男人合的来吗?" (note: with glittering widened eyes)
The thing got rather boring with them repeating their words.
It was until when the geomancer mentioned Bibi.
"她长大后, 会跟你大女儿一样."
"一样?"
"一样多男孩子."
-__-"
"她很粘你大女儿, 很亲密."
"大女儿很疼她hor?"
(since when they started chatting up)
"小的很迷人,也很会讲话. 不过长大后也会有很多问题, 跟大女儿一样."
-__-" for the 1248940 times.
tmd, whatever that's shit also link to me.
As expected, my dad called the very night,
saying he won't give me up no matter what.
******
It's shameful that I haven't got to know about Father's Day until it was over.
Things had been rough between us for the past year but I got to know you more.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Rainbows
Mass Communications
or
Business Marketing?
******
On a totally different note, I spotted this.
or
Business Marketing?
******
On a totally different note, I spotted this.
This is the second (or third?) time I managed to catch rainbows outside my place. Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Update
On the track: Big Girls Don't Cry - fergie
Got myself a new job. Nothing new actually as I'm going back to my old line - nightjobs.
Studio 18, at Keong Saik Street, just a 5mins walking distance from Illuzion.
Not a bad one, better than I expected at least. For a minute I thought that place's kinda familiar, like I've seen it in my dreams. And my dreams of pubs for the past years are always related to Illuzion.
Although I don't really fancy lingering around these kind of jobs after all (jaded, that's what), however it's a depressing thing when I don't see moolahs coming my way and at the same time, they're vanishing anytime.
Like this heels I bought unintentionally, just on an innocent harmless outing with Jason to raffles, a few days back.
Got myself a new job. Nothing new actually as I'm going back to my old line - nightjobs.
Studio 18, at Keong Saik Street, just a 5mins walking distance from Illuzion.
Not a bad one, better than I expected at least. For a minute I thought that place's kinda familiar, like I've seen it in my dreams. And my dreams of pubs for the past years are always related to Illuzion.
Although I don't really fancy lingering around these kind of jobs after all (jaded, that's what), however it's a depressing thing when I don't see moolahs coming my way and at the same time, they're vanishing anytime.
Like this heels I bought unintentionally, just on an innocent harmless outing with Jason to raffles, a few days back.
$169.
花钱买罪受 - that's what people would think on the superficial because...
it's around 5inches tall (it looks taller in actual).
So if you're lucky enough, you can spot me wakking around Singapore like a duck in these heels on the first few attempts.
Anyway, I was browsing through a couple of old photo albums a few days ago...
If I'm not wrong, this was taken in Indonesia, a couple of years ago.
On my ?th birthday (I believe it's under the age of 5).
That's not Bibi. Just my superhero pop, me and ronald.
Me and Jess.
Yes, this is my lovely Bibi when she was much younger.
2 years later...
Seriously, I've got no idea what got into her, but I know I want my angelic Bibi back.
Just in case I bored you guys up there, here's a photo of Bibi and me just before bed.
Purely me, without an ounce of artificial makeup on (lucky you!), may I add.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Dream of the Past
In that dream, I was puffing on a cigarette with a couple of friends (I can't remember who) in my school (tpss) uniform while sashaying along a street... into a building.
Gradually, bouts of familiarity and intimate feelings hit me -- TPSS and Illuzion.
Don't ask me. I don't know how to tell. It's like TPSS and Illuzion cum together; the atmosphere, the feeling, everything.
Very funny, you may think; how can a school and a pub be mixed into one?
So do I.
There were the lights, the people, the ambience, the feeling, the happiness.
I can't seem to find the right word to convey.
Whatever it is, I had a night whereby I returned to my yesteryears.
Everything happened... so nostalgically.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Living is a one-way street.
You called,
after so long.
Silences.
It isn't right.
After all is said and done.
All the magic's gone.
Just a shadow of a memory.
after so long.
Silences.
It isn't right.
After all is said and done.
All the magic's gone.
Just a shadow of a memory.
Friday, June 01, 2007
Many many birthdays ah!
Tuesday, 29th July.
Missed a night's (or rather a day's) sleep and went for an interview at Toa Payoh HDB Hub at 2pm.
Before you start thinking of me as a goosehead, allow me to state my reason for doing so: trying to reverse my America-based bio clock back to Singapore's. I'm still unsure if I succeeded for I spent my nights outside but one thing is, I've been yawning even on the early nights, so I guess that's a 50% success.
Anyway, back to the interview thing. Philip (boss of friend's club, i suppose) said he will teach me stuffs and all in the mid of June, and officially start working in July. Still not a sure thing thou.
I just realised I haven't state what kind of job I interviewed for - P.A. (personal assistant), or rather secretary. Kind of... whatever.
After that, I went to town and hunted for my mom's birthday present: earring from SooKee.
And then to Serangoon to get the blackforest cake.
Missed a night's (or rather a day's) sleep and went for an interview at Toa Payoh HDB Hub at 2pm.
Before you start thinking of me as a goosehead, allow me to state my reason for doing so: trying to reverse my America-based bio clock back to Singapore's. I'm still unsure if I succeeded for I spent my nights outside but one thing is, I've been yawning even on the early nights, so I guess that's a 50% success.
Anyway, back to the interview thing. Philip (boss of friend's club, i suppose) said he will teach me stuffs and all in the mid of June, and officially start working in July. Still not a sure thing thou.
I just realised I haven't state what kind of job I interviewed for - P.A. (personal assistant), or rather secretary. Kind of... whatever.
After that, I went to town and hunted for my mom's birthday present: earring from SooKee.
And then to Serangoon to get the blackforest cake.
Actually I haven't got that much to talk about that dinner because I got the unexpected aftermath.
Anyway, HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, WONDERWOMAN!
(Gosh. Did I just disclosed her age?)
Thursday, 31st May.
Met Jason at around 6pm. Squabbled over where to go and I won: town. I don't actually buy presents for people and I wrecked my brain cells 3times in a row. Mom's, Jason's and Grape's. Why zhun zhun my dear ones' birthdays are so close to each other's, huh huh huh?
Anyway, bought a necklace from ArmaniXchange for her.
Grapes joined me and Jason at around 8plus pm at Cine.
Separate dinners for the 3 of us (due to different metabolism rate).
Pool and billard at Cuppage.
Reached boatquay at 11plus pm.
(I finished the whole town thing in just 5sentences. Bit boring.)
And we headed to BottomsUp (because Jason got his chai there -.-) after loitering around.
Junwei, Junjie, Yufeng, Jeremy (did I miss anyone out?) joined awhile later.
I forgot all about the time and the order things happened. So I will just blog according to my photos.
My sweet birthday girl with the pressie I gave her.
Mingyang called and said he's reaching, so I asked Gracia to accompany down. Shun bian leh, I went to Jab1 and find Eugene first because I suppose I need his help to kill the birthday girl (if you see this, gracia, don't kp me. 'cus i swore i will kill you on your big night).
Saw Vanessa at Jab1 and exchanged a few sentences.
Wahaha. So 
The lovelies.
The GiantHead and 2 lil' gnomes.(Gracia said this was the best shot out of all we 3 took. lol.)
Wahahaha. This was good.(Did Eugene call/msg you, Grapes? haha.)
The nemo guy I always see in pubs for the past year. Got a nemo for Grapes. I didn't know she actually have a liking for Nemo.(I don't know what's with the lightings' reflections)
Grapes and Junjie.
The homosexuals.
The guys.
Me and my bestest boy friend.(whoever said there's no true friendship between opposite sexes? he's my girl at heart. haha.)
Both of my best friends together makes my world a better place to live in.
I don't know lah. Nb. The resizing and all make me so pekchek.
See? Gracia also dulan.
Me and 小mehmeh. lol.How come the birthday girl disappeared? She's at the staircase outside, after the what shit mcartney shot. Haha. I also don't know what.
Me: "You guys got graveyard here?"
Waitress: "Ehh.. No."
Me: "Waterfall?"
Waitress: "Nope."
Me: "Lambo?"
Waitress: "Also don't have leh."
Me: "Knn. Si mi ma bo." (Okay, I didn't say that.) "Aiyah. Then you bring me the most gaolat, tokong drink you have."
Waitress: "Mcartney blah blah blah, can?" (I don't know she's murmuring or that I was Zzz-ing.)
Me: "Okay."
Went out to deesiao her. Cannot let her rest one.
"Gracia, sporty leh! You see that Jeremy behind you happy happy himself, like idiot like that."
-___-" sibeh forceful.
My kisses are vitamins, or rather viagra.I think my kisses are too powerful that she overdosed and was found...
puking.
The guys outside Bottoms Up before leaving for supper.
Puffered-mehmeh's skills of patting were really effective (not like other people who pats you and you just feel like shoo-ing them away. if they persist, slap their goosehead), but too bad it didn't work on me.
And then Gracia died in the cab which means I somehow succeeded.Back at tampines after half-dead birthday girl went home.
Xiao Mehmeh happily put on the sunglasses and started posing beside me while I was talking.
Me: "Chi chi chi chi cha cha cha..."
and then listening enthusiastically to other's (i forgot who) reply.
Me: "Bahahahaha! Really meh?"
Me: "Then then then? What happened?"
Me: "Haw haw haw!"(notice xiao mehmeh getting rather impatient already)
Me: "Nabeh. Why got ants koo-chi my candy leg?"
Me: "Si mi tai ji! Don't want lah! Now very ugly."
Me: "Okokok. Wait, make hair nice nice first."
Now you see why I say people don't get perfect shots with me.
Ju-On.
黑社会I realised I haven't got any self-portrait photos these days.
sibeh act chio. lol.Last but not least...
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, Haha. Love you (despite your wrinkles), forever and ever, babe. (: