Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.
She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.
On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.
Okay, enough of shits. He's gonna kill me if he sees this. A punishment for taking so many of my repulsive pics and refusing when I wanted to delete 'em. Friday was a feverish night. I nearly spew on the spot when some thicko had whatever alcohol beverages that's on his table all mixed in a cup and made me drink it. If not for the *er-hem*, I won't be that dumb to even smell that vile liquid. It was oh-goodness-me-fugtastic. TRY IT! ugh... My left eye hurt so badly, I can barely open it now. It had been shedding tears for 3hours now; no matter opened or closed. When I could hardly fall asleep for like 30mins, I dreamt of some kind-hearts buying EyeMo for me at Illuzion. And for a min I thought it was real.
Now, how the hell am I going to work tonight?! *prays*