Your Sweet♥~


Linda Ser.
♥♥♥

Smiling to herself as she sat at the table waiting for him to bring back the drinks. She relaxed back in her chair and gazed out of the window to the cold June day that caused the trees to dance wildy in the wind. She thought about what she had learned, who she once was and who she had now become. She now had a job that she loved, wonderful people whom she knew so true and felt confident within herself to reach for what she wanted.

She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.

On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, she would just obey the final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her.

In the meantime, she would just live.

♥

Those Moments ♥

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Music ♥




Thursday, September 28, 2006

I know people around me (even people whom I don't even know exist) are sniggering and belittling me behind. I'm just keeping quiet for I'm unruffled. It had always been like this for more than a decade anyway, hadn't it?

Enough of shits.

Got a N73 yesterday. People are always telling me how bad the phone is; but I don't give a flying shit. 6630 was good, wasn't it? Aww... Fug you, whoever you are, return me my baby!

Work tonight - tequilaG.
Boo.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

I had a hectic and traumatic night. It's all over for good now.






au revoir.






Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I'm bored.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.


- Is that really the reason behind it? It's vague.


What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

- Kindness is my charm - also gentle and sweet. Now, this reasserted me that quizzes are stupid.



Bah.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Okay, it's 7.00am now. My head's detonating anytime. I deprive from my beauty sleep. I just came back from Delta Ave. I had a girl-to-girl;heart-to-heart talk with darling the previous night. It has been some time I could talk without any secrecy to hide; it was a rather emo night, I guess. I promised to be invulnerable and strong from any hurts, didn't I?

After 'that' incident 2months ago, I realised my hold for boozes are aggravating. @#$!&*#%...
My coming-to-1year of practically daily boozing-training led to naught. What the fuck. I'm shady about living over the age of 30. I think I need to visit Mr. Handsome Doc. soon.

My unexampled wish now: more than a hundred people coming to my funeral and bow yieldingly to my photo. Ha.(someone take my what's-that-funeral-photo-called)

Seriously speaking, I realised I don't wish to have a extortionate funeral after I witnessed my grandpa's.

C'mon, life ain't that bad. After all, I don't believe in after life. I conceive of every person having only one life - so, make the best out of it.


Friday, September 15, 2006

Work tomorrow night. Not much anticipation for this Friday thou (hope David won't see this), till after work. Teeheehee. Bite me for not sharing!




When coupled with a bucketload of booze and a pissed-off-cynical-misanthropical attitude towards the world, you've got yourself .... throwing things, screaming your head off at practically everyone else you see (regardless they know you or not) , make a dash for your serenity moment (sometimes you're too besotted, that the whole world took place of that moment) , crouch and hug your kneecaps with your head buried from out-of-door for just 10mins.... then your eyes will get all red and puffy, a face with black lines of mascara streaming down your face (that waterproof stuff never works) and your tears had washed the rest of your makeup away.

The not-so-wonderful thing about alcohol is that it absorbs and dissolves any messages of common sense people may have.

Continuous of boozing all night leads to "intoxication" and then... crying is no longer a dirty little secret.


Saturday, September 09, 2006

Friday: No work today; hence, I went bq with a group of friends. Don't wanna elaborate too much about Fridays; they are always fun yet ugly - I mean mine only.

Wednesday: Junwei's Bbq - got myself literally covered with plasters everywhere. I'm so much fated with 'Red' these days. Unsightly.

Last Saturday: Returned to M'sia; Grandpa's funeral. Now, I don't mention him anymore; I don't even know whether to address him as is or was. Within this year, so many traumatic kerfuffles happened. Guess year 2006 ain't a very good one for me.

P.S.: I believe I can withstand and stand firm from any dreadful matters by now; regardless of physical or emotional; nothing that I know of, at least.

P.P.S: Cherish and treasure my loved ones a lot more now. C'mon, who makes love with "Regret" and "Sorrow"?

--- Work tomorrow. Let's hope it's a merriment night; unlike the past 2 Fridays. =)